I hate an insane amount of people

It all started a year ago or so...

I started Closing myself into a little protective shield against anyone who hurt me or tried to hurt me.
It started off with hanging out with a group of idiots who as a gang played a game online called World of Warcraft, they started fights with me over little stuff like why i wont waste my time and go help them do a quest in-game or help them level up their characters.
After many many fights and making up with them i got tired of getting hurt all the time by their bullshit and i started shutting them off one by one.
Today i'm not hanging out with any of these people, i've blocked them off MSN blocked their phone numbers.

There was this one guy in particular that was supposedly one of my closest friends although his intentions were the ones of a person who just wanted to use me for personal gain.
Whenever his PC was broken he would Invite me to his place to hang out.
I would fall in his trap and when i arrived he would ask me to fix his PC in a Convenient manner.
Cookies and Juice were always waiting for me after i fixed the PC, after that i wasnt needed anymore, he would remember he had urgent business with some of his FRIENDS and had to go meet them.

AHEM.... What am i? I'm not your Friend?
Ok...
This guy also happened to be a big beggar as he was the worst of the bunch that i mentioned above, he would ask me like a crybaby to do favours for him and if i didnt do them for him he would stop being my friend for a week and then call me on my mobile phone to " Make up "
But in reality his PC broke down again and just needed me to fix it for him.
This went on for a couple of Years until i got tired of these mind games and shut him off too.
But he was persistent...
He would call me over and over and i would swear about him and try to do everything to keep him away from me.... But no. He simply didnt want me to go away, he needed his PC fixing, favour doing friend. After 6 Months of him calling me in 1-2 week intervals i happened to say that his mother and family are pigs and after that he didnt ever call me again.
Mission Complete.



The next story is about a guy i met in Elementary School who called me whenever his PC also broke down or his friends PC's broke down.
He called me once a year for this kind of thing. He would appear as a good friend-person but in fact he was just another guy who wanted to use me for his own selfish stuff.
As i said he called only once a year, but for him to call me year after year and wanting me to do Hardware or Software repairs for FREE was simply...
So this one time i just got tired of these free service phone calls i decided it's time to make this guy go away.
He calls...
I answer...
-Him: Hey Leo i have Job for you mate.
-Me: Yeah what is it?
-Him: A couple of PC's that need to be Formated and have some hardware problems, i dont know exactly but they are in bad shape.
-Me: Sure mate, but at the moment i'm charging 30 Euro's per PC if that's ok.
-Him:Beep....Beep.....Beep....Beep

I shit you not.
That's the last i ever heard of him.




Remember the Psycho Bitch from my last post?
Well she appearently made her Boyfriend make a post about me on some forum saying: Hey btw, Leenix is a Virgin.

Which is true but not such a bad thing when the majority of people here are Virgins.
But what was funny for me is that this guy was 19 years old or less. So lets say i believe he's actually fucked before. Good for you kiddo, get that Girl pregnant, i'll laugh my ass off.
Little Prick...



Here's a couple of people i'm gonna shut off soon.

1 x A Weed Smoking American 19 year old.
Reason: She isnt really interested in playing the Drums in the So called band i've been trying to make for quite some times. She preferes weed smoking with friends, hangovers, oversleeping and missing practice.
Oh and she's always broke and need me to buy her stuff when we are at a Cafe.

Sorry... I'm not your little whore anymore. Oh and thanks for the Bass guitar, i'll keep that.



1 x A Goth Dressing Posing, Unemployed 21 year who's too bored to look for a job.
Reason: He's always broke and doesnt want to use his bike to drive 2Km to come to Practice.
Did i mention that he's broke and doesnt have a car?


I have to drive to these people's houses to play the guitar, no one EVER comes to my place everyone is around 30Km away from me so thanks a lot guys.
He's gonna get shut off as well starting today.





The only place where people are mature enough not to be such arrogant assholes is at my job.
Everyone is over 26, most are in their 40's+
So far nothing like this has happened with them, and i'm pretty close to them... I mean i go there everday.




Here's a story about a guy who never made time for me.

Ever since High School he would give me a shitload of excuses on why i couldnt go to his place and have some fun on a weekend.
He would usually say... : Hey you can come for a day during this Xmas.

Oh yeaah Fun fun fun...
NOT.

He isnt the kind of person who need me in his life so neither me or him have bothered calling each other, so it's considered a dead relationship.






Now about a guy who was my best friend as a kid but after we grew up decided i'm not needed anymore.
He would stay at my place for 10 hours a day playing on my Atari Console but we were good friends anyways.
After we grew up and started going to college, i tried calling him to ask if i can come to his place and spend some time with him.
He said ok... I went there brought him some Anime he wanted, copied them for him.
Afterwards we played a bit on His PS2 for an Hour or so, then all hell broke loose.
He "Receved" an sms from his friends inviting him to go meet them.
I kinda believed him at first...
Then he dressed up and all, not so good now that i think of it.
We both got out of his house went to the parking lot where i took my car and got in the road...
But as i watched behind me, my friend was still in his car and didnt start the engine...

He was still sitting there waiting for me to Leave is what i suspected.
I so i leave the neighbourhood and park in a nearby Gas station for a couple of minutes, then drive back to see if my assumption was real.
Indeed it was...
The car was still there and he went back into the house.


AM I REALLY SUCH A NUISANCE TO YOU?
Anyway you can all go fuck yourselfs now, because i'm better than you will ever be. Go live your petty lives like the Idiotic narrow minded pricks you are and leave me alone.

Being Shy... The reason behind it...

I finally thought i'd make myself a Blog.

After some thought i came up with some answers on why i'm shy.
A few weeks ago i went to a Bar for the First time, some Forum i'm a member of Decided to have a Meeting there so i gathered up some courage and decided to go.

Before i go on i have to mention that i made a friend ( not really ) on the forum. She was Female... :O
Yeah sounds exciting and all, but it really isnt.
Anyways, i added her on MSN and chatted around about Anime and J-Dramas. She even suggested some for me.
One of the ones she Suggested to me wasnt all so good because it seemed like a low budget crappy acting Drama...
Well as any person i told her i didnt really like it much for the reasons i wrote above...

SHE WENT MAD...
She suddenly started typing in a completely different way, in a more serious frightening way as if she snapped, as if you told her that her mother is a whore or something.
She started an E-Fight on MSN asking why i hated it, telling me that i'm a stubborn person as well as telling me a lot of other stuff.

Anyway that was the First time she snapped and i talked it through with her for about an hour of MSN chatting trying to calm her down.

Now back to the Bar Meeting.
As i said it was my first time to a Bar even though i'm 21 Years Old.
Now as i was walking towards the Bar i was walking towards her, and she was walking towards me as if we were on a Date, it was a weird feeling.
Before i went there, a few days back on MSN she told me she broke up with her Boyfriend so i went there with the thought that it could possibly mean the start of a good relationship.

Anyway we stand in front of eachother and we say : Hi to each other.
We both Immediatelly knew who we were...
We sat outside the Bar setup some chairs for the people who were gonna come afterwards... at this point people from the Forum started flowing in. Did some Handshakes with them said a Hi and left them alone since as it seemed, they came as a Group of Friends, you can say that they had their own gang.

Moving along... Another gang of 17-18 year olds flows in, one of them Recognises me from one of my Youtube Videos where i was playing the Guitar Naked and says : I'm a Big Fan.
After discussing that for around 5 minutes, there's nothing else to talk to him about.
So i go into my little corner and go in Silent Mode.

At this point there's 20 people around me, and they all have their own Gang. Except me and the Girl from the beggining. We talked about some Anime heard some of her Music on her Ipod.
And slowly tried to get Close to her on our Common / Shared Subjects.

Then the Shit happens... A guy comes randomly and sits next to her. They start talking, shoving me out of the conversation.
Then i see them Kissing and Cuddling in FRONT OF ME.

WTF? Oooooh she's one of those Girls that Break up one day and Makup the next day.
Ah ok anyway. Now that that guy is there's no chance for anything, my hopes for anything are lost, and talking to her was a bit hard since she's constantly doing stuff with that guy.
What am i gonna do now?
Everyone around are Friends IRL and i'm just a guy who signed up on their Forum and am just a Forum Member, even though i'm one of the most known members, i'm still not one of their IRL friends.

So after some time passes and i'm drinking my second Large Pint of Beer....... OOH i hate beer btw. I also hated the beer i was drinking, the only reason i ordered a Second Large Pint was because i drank the First one too fast, i was the only one to drink it too fast.
Then everyone had a beer in front of them Except me.
Normally i wouldnt get a second but upon a moment of weakness i ordered another one.

Back to the part where i just drank my Second Large Pint of Beer, i Cross my hand and start looking around. Literally i'm looking around in Circles, the Beer got to me, i felt like when you Wake up in the Morning and have your eyes Wide Open, you cant Concentrate on one spot you just look around.
I'm like oh crap this is what being drunk is like? I wonder how people even think of Driving home.

Then the Shitty Fake Natchos Come.
The consisted of one of those Crappy Chip / Natcho Packs you get at supermarkets. The Packets they sell here and extremely smaller than the ones you can get in other countries. Possibly half Sized. They were the Standard Natchos Sold in the Supermarket, and let me say there's only one brand to buy here and they are CHEAP CHEAP CHEAP.
The Natchos came in a hot platter ( More like a plate ) with melted Chese and supposedly what was the sauce which wasnt to cover your Small Finger Nail if you put your finger in it.
I eat up some Natchos which quickly get cold and the Chese becomes like plastic and shit, obviously trying to Dip them in the so called sauce is impossible so i just eat up before they get eaten, then i just give up, it's too disgusting to eat plastic.

Aaaanyway...
At this point i tied my hands and just sat there looking at everyone talking to each other, i tried starting small talk with some of the people there on random bullshit Subjects of possible Common interest, but they only lasted for around 15 seconds or so...
So at this point there's nothing else to do everyone is having fun with their IRL friends and all, some BITCH, yes.... a BITCH came next to the guy sitting next to me and Sat on his Lap.

Oh snap... Not this kind of situation again...
She sat on his lap with her back to me. What was worse was that the Chairs were very very close, so her back was touching me and there was nowhere to move to.
Imagine a Situation where you have your hands tied and there's a Girl sitting on the lap of the guy next to you.
To add to that i've never had a relationship before so you propably cant imagine my feelings about these kind of situations.
It's like : Why him and not me?


Having my hands tied for the past 1 and a half hour i get very bored of those 15 second chit chat sessions. These Sessions happaned like 5-6 times in a 4 hour Period so it was a very boring night.
I did my best to stay there for as long as possible and not to leave from the bar like the Emo-Kid that didnt talk much. But enough is enough, i payed my Beer Bill and Just left, no one really cared when i said: Bye.

Went home and left it all behind.

Over the next couple of weeks that Girl started a couple more E-Fights for the exact same reasons, i couldnt take her MSN bullshit anymore and just Blocked her. The last thing i need is some psycho bitch who likes to fight and talk things through for hours, making me nervous over MSN.

She sent me some Messages on Facebook and i blocked her there as well. She was asking if i block people everytime they piss me off.
I sent her one of those long detailed replies and just blocked her. Cant be bothered with such people anymore, i've had enough experiences with them.